{"id":1843,"date":"2021-06-25T14:27:07","date_gmt":"2021-06-25T14:27:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/bombayduckmag.com\/bdmag\/?p=1843"},"modified":"2021-06-29T07:56:45","modified_gmt":"2021-06-29T07:56:45","slug":"letter-from-homeanirban-bhattacharya","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/bombayduckmag.com\/bdmag\/letter-from-homeanirban-bhattacharya\/","title":{"rendered":"<br\/>Letter From Home<br\/><br\/> Anirban Bhattacharya"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Is there a letter for me?&#8221;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The 10-year-old boy asked&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The hostel warden smiled and said,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;I am sure there will be one next week.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tears streamed down his face,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The link that he had with home,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Now seemed threatened to be severed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It had been a month since the last letter from his grandfather<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Who said he would write again,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But that he was busy with work.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He said he would send him tucks&nbsp;of biscuits, jam and sweets<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And the boy could take solace in the fact that his dadu&nbsp;had touched the same bottle of jam that he held in his hand.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>His dadu\u2019s invisible fingerprints on the&nbsp;<em>Kissan<\/em>&nbsp;label,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Perhaps touching his own fingers to merge as one.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The handwritten scrawl on blue inland letters were not just words<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Every time the boy read the letter&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He could hear his dadu\u2019s voice in his head,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A consolation for his touch, his smell.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He reread each line so that he could hear his dadu\u2019s voice&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Again and again and again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hanging on, pining, for his embrace.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The little boy missed the way his grandfather tussled his hair&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Or kissed his cheeks with his bristly face<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Making him break out in laughter.<br><br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Letters don&#8217;t do that.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But letters help you stay afloat<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hanging on to the voice in the head,&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Making you bury your head in the pillow&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And cry&#8230; muffled tears of longing,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Taking care to not let the senior boys hear you<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Lest they call you names.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Is there a letter for me?&#8221; I asked<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Yes there is,&#8221; the hostel warden replied.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I rushed to open the letter so that I could hear my grandfather&#8217;s voice again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It was a letter from my father.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;Your grandfather passed away two nights ago&#8221;, it read.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I cried, realizing that I would&nbsp;never feel his&nbsp;touch again,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Or be embraced by him, cuddling up in his arms<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Or inhale&nbsp;the sweet smell of the talc on his skin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I realized, that&nbsp;I would never&nbsp;<em>hear his voice again<\/em>.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;Is there a letter for me?&#8221;&nbsp; The 10-year-old boy asked&nbsp; The hostel warden smiled and said, &#8220;I am sure there will be one next week.&#8221; Tears streamed down his face, The link that he had with home, Now seemed threatened to be severed. It had been a month since the last letter from his grandfather&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[13],"tags":[200,156],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/bombayduckmag.com\/bdmag\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1843"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/bombayduckmag.com\/bdmag\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/bombayduckmag.com\/bdmag\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bombayduckmag.com\/bdmag\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bombayduckmag.com\/bdmag\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1843"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/bombayduckmag.com\/bdmag\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1843\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2381,"href":"https:\/\/bombayduckmag.com\/bdmag\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1843\/revisions\/2381"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/bombayduckmag.com\/bdmag\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1843"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bombayduckmag.com\/bdmag\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1843"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/bombayduckmag.com\/bdmag\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1843"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}